I was looking for lyrics to say what I can't, but there doesn't seem to be any. Maybe somewhere is a song the sums it all up in a neat little box and ties up all the loose ends. It would make sense then. But I haven't found a song like that yet. There aren't any lyrics that I can find right now that say "this is why I am the way I am, but I'm writing it out so eloquently that you can't find fault in me for being this way. These are the words that will make you understand." Even if there were words like that, I probably wouldn't show them to you anyway. Such a paradox.

Anyway, I've been doing some pencil sketching/drawing lately. I'll probably scan and post them to DA later. Just bear in mind that drawing people is still a new thing for me. I'm only planning to post them so that I can watch and see if I actually get any better with practice. My photoshop people drawings are a little better though. I'm just trying to learn proportions and stuff.

I haven't answered my phone in about 4 days or so. Sorry. I returned the voicemails today but if you didn't leave a message you're out of luck.

That's all.